I do so enjoy when things just take a very different and drastic change for the better/worst. It's all relative to the situation that you were in previously and I guess I have things that are going both ways.
How do I handle these things exactly? It depends. I've made efforts to just accept change as much as I possibly can because change and time are things that coincide with each other a lot more than people think. I like to take these things as a turn for the better (or worst) that fate decided for me.
I don't even want to get into the ideals behind fate and destiny and all that, because God knows that there are so many different opinions as far as that goes. I like to believe in both things because there really ARE things that we can control, but on the other hand there are things that we cannot. These things we can't change are things that other people make the choices for, and maybe fate in general. So who knows? Great mysteries of life that are never answered.
2/18/08
10. Um....idkmybffjill?
How can I really describe exactly what's going on right now? I mean I feel that its really bigger than school and work and family. It's really something that I haven't dealt with for a long time, but I find that I'm coming back into something too new, since it's something I haven't felt in a while.
Is it all going to be worth the trouble this time around? I sure feel like it will be. I don't see any reason to be afraid this time. I have a good idea as to where I stand in this whole situation, as skewed and awkward it may be. I can only just wait to see where things go.
I was in a somewhat strange experience yesterday too. I only say strange because its something new to me that I don't fully understand. I had actually tried to meditate. I was told that I open up completely.
That in a way kind of bothered me because I don't really have much to hide but I did feel a tad vulnerable. Maybe if I keep it up it'll be something new to try and accept. I can learn to close myself off in that sense.
Eh, we'll see. Time will tell.
Is it all going to be worth the trouble this time around? I sure feel like it will be. I don't see any reason to be afraid this time. I have a good idea as to where I stand in this whole situation, as skewed and awkward it may be. I can only just wait to see where things go.
I was in a somewhat strange experience yesterday too. I only say strange because its something new to me that I don't fully understand. I had actually tried to meditate. I was told that I open up completely.
That in a way kind of bothered me because I don't really have much to hide but I did feel a tad vulnerable. Maybe if I keep it up it'll be something new to try and accept. I can learn to close myself off in that sense.
Eh, we'll see. Time will tell.
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