How can I really describe exactly what's going on right now? I mean I feel that its really bigger than school and work and family. It's really something that I haven't dealt with for a long time, but I find that I'm coming back into something too new, since it's something I haven't felt in a while.
Is it all going to be worth the trouble this time around? I sure feel like it will be. I don't see any reason to be afraid this time. I have a good idea as to where I stand in this whole situation, as skewed and awkward it may be. I can only just wait to see where things go.
I was in a somewhat strange experience yesterday too. I only say strange because its something new to me that I don't fully understand. I had actually tried to meditate. I was told that I open up completely.
That in a way kind of bothered me because I don't really have much to hide but I did feel a tad vulnerable. Maybe if I keep it up it'll be something new to try and accept. I can learn to close myself off in that sense.
Eh, we'll see. Time will tell.
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