4/1/08

20. This house is not a home...possibly.

The word home is definitely something that some have trouble defining. I know people that live on different sides of the country and are still able to say that their heart is back home here in Miami, some who say they feel more at home with their new life far away, and some even here in this city that have issues with knowing where it is they feel like home.

I guess I can say that that's becoming more of a debate for me now as well. Especially during the first week back from Boston I've felt torn apart, even after such a short amount of time because there are people and things that have become a part of me that I miss and want back. The feeling lessened a little bit after that first week of recuperation and adjustment since, but still. It's not the same anymore.

It's worse knowing that there are people and things that hold me back from going too...it's a little dilemma I'm not really able to sort out just yet.

Summer is coming soon. Already some changes then too. It just never ever stops does it?

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