3/6/08

14. The present is a gift and I just want to BE

The only thing I can see that's really backfired on me in the long run is my effort to maintain a social life. Sure it's all well and good, but when do I need to just take a break? I've been coming home no earlier than 10:30 for just about every night for the past two weeks I guess? A night at home just seems like too big a change in pace. I just woke up from a nap that I didn't expect to take while I was watching a movie. Am I really so exhausted that just being in my bed watching a loud movie can put me out of commission so to speak?

I know that the weekends are for relaxing, and I just leave that for one day out of the weekend. Sunday is my day of repose and relaxation, mostly allocated by default because it seems to be the day of least activity for me. Maybe its not enough. Maybe I'm just not used to it, and all I need is just a little more time to get adjusted...

...but damn I'm tired.

Got my music I guess, whether its a song to put me to bed or keep me goin' at night. Should be enough for me.

Album of choice at the moment, by the way:

Common - Be

One of the reasons I think R&B and rap might actually get to the point where all of it will be decent and enjoyable to listen to again.

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